Unknown Feeling

The barrier between who I am,
and who I could be.
Who I want to be is just so far out of reach.
Feels like every time I even get close,
it's raised another 50 feet.
And I have to work harder and harder
to reach what I want.
Scared.
Nervous.
Fighting.
This unknown feeling.
Slowly, picking my road to get through the barrier.
Winding road it shall be.
But I'll get passed it.