Without You

Lying here
All alone
Missing you.
Struggling to deal
With such a change.
You're not here
To keep me warm.
No sound of you breathing.
Your heart beat missing.
The soft touch
Of your skin
Against mine
Is not here.
Reaching out for you.
But you're nowhere
In sight.
Fighting for
That feeling
Of you beside me.
Longing for
Your lips
To touch mine.
Wanting you.
Needing you.
Missing you.
Without you
Just isn't reasonable.

Crying

No life in me.
I fall.
Nothing left in this world for me.
The only thing keeping me alive
And you have failed me.
The strength that we used to have
Has been lost and cannot be found.
I feel as though
A single tear
Glistening down her cheek.
I slowly descend
To the cold hard earth.
My world comes crashing to a stop.
I am lifeless.

Darkness

In the night,
the world can feel so dull.
When all that surrounds you is black.
You try and find a ray of light,
but it won't come out enough.
The sunless night,
can make you feel so alone.
The night noises frighten you.
The thunder and lightening,
is enough to give you the chills.
But when you are here with me,
I yet to feel any of this.
With your fingers entwined in mine,
I know I can rest in peace.
With your arms wrapped around me,
I feel the rays of light.
The thunder and lightening excite me,
when your beside me.
The room feels full of light,
even in the pitch-dark.
In the moment of excitement,
your lips touch mine,
and I can feel the electricity
running through my body.

What Makes The World Go 'Round

Love is such a wild and crazy thing. Without it, the world would not revolve. It's a psychotic feeling to be in love. Every moment with the person you love, you treasure. Every word they speak, you remember. Every second apart, you miss them. Their heart beat, becomes your favorite song. Their voice becomes the most relaxing sound in the world. Their kiss becomes your every desire. You begin to cherish every moment you get to hold them. You see the world in a completely new way. It's like you were blind-folded before you were with this person. Love is such an unknown feeling, many people are scared to believe that they are in love. In the end, nothing becomes a better feeling, than believing you are in love. Knowing what love is, is simply impossible. Everybody has their own idea of love. If everyone could forget about war, and just love each other, the world would be a much better place. Love is what every girl dreams of, and what every guy works for. With enough effort from one boy and one girl, they can create love. If people could just let another in, and trust someone, the world would be filled with love and laughter. Love is scary, and hard. But what is life without a little suspense? What is life without some work? What is life without knowing ones boundaries? Life is full of love everyday. Open your eyes, and let someone love you back.

Moving on

You were never there when I really needed you.
You were never there when I wanted you the most.
You weren't there when the world came crashing down on me.
All I wanted, was a call.
Just to know you were there.
Where were you?
Not here.
Not with me.
Now this feeling is gone.
No longer needed.
No longer desired.
You made my heart ache irrationally.
And now, I'll be the one to ignore.
I'll be the one to forget.
I'm moving on to better.
No more heart ache here.

Forever.

I will promise you to always be here. Always. No matter what the situation. Whenever you turn around, I'll be right there for you. I promise to never, be the one to disappear. I will always be right by your side. When you need a shoulder to cry on. Someone to take your anger out on. When you need a hug. When I hear you call, I'll never keep you waiting. I'll be there in a heart beat. Til the day my life is through, I promise you... I'll be right here. Every day. Every night.

Insecurities.

I love you. The three most powerful words in the world for a girl. To hear them, from the right one, is a dream come true. But then, makes it all more complicated. Am I good enough? Pretty enough? Smart enough? Cute? Funny? Every thought possible runs through our mind like a song on the radio. Every girl dreams of the first time he'll say it to her. And how she'll react. But in the actual moment of it happening, our minds go blank. And all that fills us is a smile. The glisten in his eyes when he says it. His adorable smile. And the passion in the moment. The 3 most important words slip out of our lips, and travel back to him. The most magical moment in the entire world, when two people fall in love. It's crazy how a moment so perfect, can make a girl feel so overwhelmed. Am I truly good enough for you? But, then you show me a whole new world. You show me my true beauty, inside and out. You show me how perfect we are together. You have completely knocked away those old worries. Thank you. For what you may ask? For showing me that none of those questions I constantly asked myself ever mattered. For loving me.